5th Year Angelversary

5 years… since I last saw my beautiful son Wesly…

Some days it feels like years, some days it feels like just yesterday. The crushing pain those first few months have faded. But memories of that day, the pain you felt that day, can come back at any time, with vengeance. It’s a memory that can bring me to my knees, just like that day. That feeling…when our world changed forever…

Most days, I can put those memories aside, though there, when they are aside I can continue… but when they do come forward, like today, it stops me again… just like it did that day, and the weeks that followed.

Some days, I think I’ve come so far, but some days, I’m brought down to my knees again…

To honor Wesly today, I put a sugar cookie with a pumpkin on his memorial garden. He loved sugar cookies and loved Halloween. I know he is smiling above at the cookie, with that beautiful smile he had.

Oh how I miss you Wesly… forever and always…